one month

I love sunshine.

I love that we all love to be in the sun together :)

I laugh at my pasty whiteness lol

I laugh harder at Jordan's :P

I love to watch Kourtney play outside

I giggle when Kourtney tries to reach my incision, to see if it will come off (that is, after I tense up)

I laugh at my croaky singing voice (it's not croaky all the time, but i've never heard myself croaky-ish)

I love God

sometimes I'm glad i'm poor.... it teaches me, and keeps me humble

on another note...

It's been one month since my surgery.... hmmmm.... I don't know what else to say

I still have pain but it's different than before...

i have less tingling down my arms and fingers...

now i get funny numb feelings in my face... (apparently that will go away)

my singing voice is coming back (yay)

I can lift Kourtney (i tend to do this too much)

i can do LIGHT house work... what? cleaning the whole house isn't "light"?

i'm waking up earlier than i have in over a year and actually staying awake...

gluten isn't making me sick anymore... odd... don't know why

MY POSTURE ROCKS!!!

I get checked out on a regular basis (okay, maybe not for reasons that i want... a neckbrace isn't exactly "whistle with your fingers...get that girl's attention" kinda sexy hahaha)

being healed means moving on with our lives :)

I can sleep :)

i still need drugs sometimes... but not as often as I did

I look pretty dumb when I dance... but i like it

I miss singing, scrapbooking, writing, and reading.. but those will come back soon.

lastly,

I WANT TO TAKE THIS D#&N NECK BRACE OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TOODLES :)